Hello there :)

Hi there. It's been a while now since my last posting. Seems that I had forgotten that I have a blog.  However, there's nothing much that I can share. It's been a very hectic semester, particularly this week. With the exhibition, short film, and staging those stuff. I don't feel like I'm an English undergraduates  majoring in Linguistics. I feel like I'm sort of acting student. Never thought that I would do something challenging like acting.        
people that close to me would know that I'm a scaredy-cat and shy enough to be given so many attentions. But, what else can I do. I've chosen this path. To be a Bachelor of English Language and Literature undergraduate. I'm just tired. Tired of every single person in my family is expecting me be that good, when in reality I'm not. There're so much to do, so much responsibilities and I'm afraid that if I turn out not to be like what they're been expecting, they will be disappoint of me. What I can do right now are just pray, hope and work hard. InsyaAllah :)

p/s: like old folks used to say, "Bersusah-susah dulu, bersenang-senang kemudian :)

Depress? I don't know either :')

short semester is over!

Assalamualaikum w.b.t. :p

at last, sem 3 berakhir juga setelah 2 bulan terkontang kanting di sini. huhu.

tak struggle mana pun sem ni sebab ambil Creative Thinking & Problem Solving dgn BM Kerjaya je.

i think i did fine with CCT, but BMK. errr -.-tak cukup masa kot time. geram je sebab tanya punya lah banyak soalan tapi 1 hour and a half je dia bagi. huhu

 pape pun i did my best kan. hopefully, dapat CGPA yang mengagumkan lerr. hehe.

ok di sini saja. we'll be meeting again in 2 months time, IIUM. okbye.

my niece :)

BANGUN PAGI??

i'm having a major problem. AKU DAH LIAT GILA NAK BANGUN PAGI!! kalau dulu, aku senang gila bangun pagi ok. memang dulu aku tak ada masalah bangun pagi untuk gi class pagi pun. tapi sekarang, MasyaAllah! kenapa liat gile ek? sebab sekarang ni short sem ke badan jadi lemak & malas? huhu. hal-hal lain aku takde lah malas mane pun. yang jdi malas tu bangun pagi. lebih2 lagi bile dah bau teddy bear aku tu melekat kat hidung aku, memang TAK lah kan aku nak bangun pagi. haha. tapi Alhamdulillah ah setakat ni baru sekali aku miss class yang lain-lain tu aku lambat datang. tihii. tu pun aku meroyan kejap bile bangun tido tengok jam aku dah terlajak. adehh. so, macam mana ni? macam mana ni? macam mana ni? takkan aku nak buang teddy bear aku tu plak. kang aku jadi burung hantu tak boleh tido malam plak. huhu. susah betol class pagi ni lah. kbye.

maturity

Mesti pelik kan kenapa titile “maturity”. Sebab aku tahu umur aku dah matured. Bukan tua okay. Kalau korang berumur 22 pun mesti korang cakap belum tua lgi kan. Actually, it's just a maturity stage. It’s in between teen & adult. Got that? Okay, sebab aku post macam ni is because ada orang cakap aku dah tua. And of course I'd say WHAT THE FUCK?? Someday, he’ll be in my age too and still says that he’s not old kan?  Honestly, memang kadang-kadang aku ni act macam budak sekolah lagi. Membe aku pun cakap muka aku cam budak sekolah. Yang paling tak bole blah punye, mamat jual ice-cream Gelato Fruity kat pavilion greeted me by saying, “hi, welcome. Keje sekolah dah siap?” and of course, deep down in my heart i said, WHAT THE FUCK??! Looking at the bright side, it sounded like a compliment. Betul tak? Hehu. Besides that, bf aku pun selalu je marah aku suke buat perangai tak padan dgn umur. What can I say dear, IT’S ALREADY IN ME. SO DEAL WITH IT. Pape pun, aku dah sakit *English cakap sick* orang kate aku tua. Plus, yang dok add aku kat facebook & twitter pun asyik budak bawah umur je. What is wrong with people who born on 1980++?? Macam bodoh je. so, what i'm gonna do is aku nak tukar appearance aku. appearance means how i look lah. meaning again aku tak nak dress up nampak macam budak-budak. aku nak pakai like an adult pulak. geez, that is going to be difficult sebab bf aku sendiri suruh aku dress up funky2. ape ni?? Okay fine, tu je aku nak membebl. Kbye.

story of a grumpy

okay, sekarang bukan nak heboh pasal bad habit aku ni. just nak share2 mana lah tahu ada sape2 yang boleh tolong aku. bad habit aku yang aku nak ubah sampai bila2 & tanak dia ada balik is BAD TEMPER. aku ni panas baran macam haram sikit. pantang ada silap sikit senang je nak naik darah. sampai orang pun takut kalau tersalah cakap sikit dgn aku ni. temper aku ni maybe ikut mak aku kot. huhu. sebab ayah aku ni penyabar gile. SAYANG AYAH & MAK. okay, back to the topic, habit aku ni dah selalu kecikkan hati orang lain. terutama 3 orang yang paling aku sayang dalam dunia which are mak aku, ayah aku, & juge boyfriend aku. lagi satu, aku ni ego sikit, susah nak ucapkan perkataan MAAF tu. so, sebelum mereka tinggalkan aku or aku meningglkan mereka buat selama-lamanye, baik aku ubah perangai aku ni & bahgiakan hidup mereka. 

so, sekarang ni aku perlukan nasihat sape2 macam mana nak jadi penyabar & buang terus rasa marah dalam diri aku ni. please please please :(

berangan itu tak salah :)

marriage? tu ke yang aku fikirkan skrang ni?

ermm, agaknye kot. coz sape yang tanak kawen kan. huhu

lebih2 lagi umur cam aku ni.

actually, agak sad coz asik dengar news pasal kawankawan yang da kawen/tunang.

bile nak turn aku ni. haha. gatal.

ermm, bukan gatal pun kan.

normal ape manusia fikir pasal kawen. lagi2 umur cam aku ni.

*bukan tua pun lagi. baru 22*

but, i'm hoping my boy tunjukkan commitment kat sku.

at least save duit untuk tunang ke. huhu.

mesti best kan kalau dah ikat, taya risau pape da.

actually, aku dah plan macam2 dah untuk wedding aku nanti.

let's just hope it comes true, okie. hee

walaupun parents aku dah bagi warning awal2 no marriage before graduating,

but dorang kena faham yang anak dara dorang ni dah besar panjang kan :)

hehe, yela sampai di sini saja.

actually, bukan tau nak post ape pun.

pls enjoy your reading :)

urghh, believe me, i really want to be in it!

nampak, agak simple sikit. tapi believe me, mahal ok.

sunway lagoon :)

tanggal 22 may 2011 hari tu ialah birthday aku. takde celebrate2 pun.

lagi pun tak kisah celebrate or not. 

tapi yang pentingnya aku dapat pegi ke tempat yang selama ni memang aku nak pegi sangat2.

walaupun agak terlambat untuk aku merasa,

tapi apa salahnye aku cerita pengalaman ni kan.

masa tu amik 3 parks je. tak boleh lah complaint2 pulak coz tu pun bf yang belanja kan. huhu

rasa agak rugi jugak sebab tak dapat merasa semua game yang ada dekat situ.

kan best kalau dapat main semua.

malas nak cakap banyak.

ni haa gambar2 kami :)

 masa ni baru pas main air :)

 kitorang pun confuse buaya ni real ke tak. haha

gelap kan :(

muka takut2 je ni. hehe

budak ni takut tinggi. haha

cakk!

love ya Mr. Ducky

InsyaAllah nak pegi lagi :)

short semester is a new type of boredom

like what is written on the title, i'm now taking short semester which will be the last short semester in IIUM. everyone knows that i didn't take short semester, it means that i have a very long "vacation". 5 months. i could just work, but there're too many subjects that have left behind. so this semester is only to cover up the subject. but, everything that we do has the consequences. well, in my situation, the consequence is that, it's only two subjects, monday to thursday, and only in the morning till noon. what?? it means that i have a lot of free time to be spent. i'm thinking of having a part time job anywhere around Gombak or Wangsa Maju. if there any vacancy, please do tell me. thanks :)

if eyes could speak - devon werkheiser

Standing close to me close enough to reach perfect time to tell her
But I can't even put two words together

Paralyzing eyes getting in my disguise
Can't you see me hiding?
What am I afraid of her finding?

I know what I'm thinking
But the words won't come out

If eyes could speak
One look would say everything
About the way you smile,
The way you laugh
The way you dress,
The way your beauty leaves me breathless

If eyes could speak
I wouldn't have to talk

Here we go again trying to pretend My hand is steady
The way she looks tonight isn't helping
Vision's getting blurred, gotta calm my nerves, it's now or never
There's only one way to the answer

I know what to tell her
But the words won't come out

If eyes could speak
One look would say everything
About the way you smile,
The way you laugh
The way you dress,
The way your beauty leaves me breathless

If eyes could speak
I wouldn't have to talk

Maybe I can finally get it right
Finally find the nerves to speak my mind 
And tell you the things I can't say
And baby I would look into your eyes
And maybe you will finally realize
Words are just words anyway

If eyes could speak
One look would say everything
About the way you smile,
The way you laugh
The way you dress,
The way your beauty leaves me breathless

If eyes could speak
I wouldn't have to talk

I tell you all about
The way you smile,
The way you laugh
The way you dress,
The way your beauty leaves me breathless

If eyes could speak
I wouldn't have to talk

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kenapa tajuk ni macam ni? sebab baru-baru ni jumpa satu page gila kat facebook. selama ni kan facebook dah bosan gila macam haram je kan. so bila ada page ni takde lah bosan sangat walaupun ada gak bosannye tu. huhu. nama page tu Anti PAvilion Kids. kenapa nama dia camtu? sebab kalau sapa2 yang pernah sampai kat pavilion tu, tahu lah macam mana keadaan kat entrance pavi tu. dah sesak pastu semak lah rase bila bebudak bajet hot dok bersidai kat situ. i know lah kita tak patut sibok sangat dengan 'business' dorang kat situ, tapi be considerate lah sikit. tempay tu kan tempat orang lalu-lalang. malu kot bangsa lain and tourists tengok. sebab majority (or should i say memang semua pun) yang bersidai kat situ bebudak Melayu. pastu buat benda yang tak senonoh kat situ. kalau ye pun get a room alh. not in public (macam galakan pulok). k lah puas dah membebel. hadeyy