Assalamualaikum..
currently, I'm having my short semester for my third year in IIUM. it's kinda tough because I'm taking Arabic and Varieties of English. both requires LANGUAGE. though I realize that being a BENL student, I'm obliged to get involve with LANGUAGE. speaking of LANGUAGE, my parents urge me to take Mandarin class next long semester. I mean.. it's been a long time since I speak/write/read Mandarin. but.. WHAT THE HELL. huhu.
I'm having dilemma. sometimes I feel that Allah gives me tests that beyond my capabilities. but, again, I thought, Allah loves me and He is trying to help me to become a stronger person. I accept every test that He sends down and I'll try to overcome them one by one with a lot of patience.
being a high level student is not an easy role like everyone thinks it is. especially being a student in IIUM. you have to do everything on your own. you don't wait a new semester to come with ready-to-go schedules. in here, we have to do everything. we have to deal with lots of hardship in order to obtain the knowledge. that is... also the reason why I'm still stuck in here. huhu.
it always has been my fate to be born in not really a wealthy family. we (me and my family members) have gone a lot of hardships to survive. and now, they all have to go another hardship for me to survive in IIUM. hmmm. I can't just watch them going through all these by themselves, can't I?
therefore, my only goal right now is to graduate quickly, get a promising job with promising pay, so that my family can lean their heads back, relaxing without thinking any HARDSHIP anymore :)
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